A new paintjob.

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I'm feeling lonely, frustrated, and pretty well used by others for my honesty and chivalrous ways. So I've made a decision. If by my 21st birthday I remain alone, frustrated, and useless to only myself, I'm going to make a change. I'm going to take my own life. No, not as in suicide, so to speak. I mean suicide of who I am. I'm going to stop and re-think who I am, learn to change, and start life again as someone new. And that new man will be nothing like the old one. However, if I am to find love, friendship or fellowship again before then I will keep to my somewhat honest, and very proud, ways. With little hope for the future, I strive on. I hope only that I might keep those friends I have made in the past through that change should it happen.

The paint wears thin on this mask, and it's time for a new paintjob.
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Even if you change, I will still be your friend. Even if you change your thinking for the better or worse, you will always be you and you are my friend. Love you and hope it works for you :iconluvluvplz: