A confession of Resolution

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Most people who know me in person know this, but I'm not sure I've shared this with most of my online friends. On march 22nd earlier this year I made a simple resolution. I decided that if I still felt as lonely as I did then by my following birthday someone would die. 'someone' would be and/or/either: 1. People around me (plural) (this one I'm not too sure of); 2. Myself (literally); 3. Myself (figuratively, as in my current opinions, feelings, thoughts, everything which embodies my idea of self). I decided I would choose who on the day of. 

I decided I would share this with people on here so everyone knew. Even with a Fiance I feel lonely. Even with friends I feel distanced. I'm so alone.


UPDATE: I've been married now for Six months. I've been happy or content for at least half of it, so I consider this resolution null.

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Cilibi's avatar
I'm so sorry...I wish I could help.  You will always be my friend, and I hope you can get through this period ;A;